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hey y'all.

let me tell you a little bit about my week since the last time I posted. 

PURE CHAOS.

Monday: 8 hours of studying/catch up work/assignments

Tuesday: What Easton had planned= Day of Rest
         What Easton's computer had planned= Failing on me and        
         being unable to load, thus leading to Easton spending 6 
         hours trying to fix with the help of a wonderful friend
         it. Keyword: TRYING. Failed attempt. Which leads to...

Wednesday: Thought computer was fixed. Thought wrong. Spent 
           another five hours trying to figure out the issue.
           No such luck. But do have an appointment at Apple 
           store tomorrow. PRAISE THE LORD. Spent my evening
           cleaning, doing homework, putting up new pictures,
           and spending time with Him. 

Thursday: I AM HOME. YAY YAY YAY. Nothing else really matters
          beyond that fact. 

Even with all of the crazy school and computer stress, I have found rest. Maybe not physical rest, but mental and spiritual rest. 

My God is constant.

I change, He stays the same. 
I freak out, He remains calm. 
I doubt everything, He knows all.

He, time and again, shows me that He is conqueror. He holds me in the palm of His hand, even when I feel like I am in the middle of an isolated island. He shows me His love through the body of Christ and the many people He has blessed me with. 

How sweet He is.

It is going to take time for me to learn how to respond in times of sadness and loneliness, but I will. It is going to take growth for me to fully depend on Him before I run to anyone else, but I will. It is going to take faith for me to trust His plan without question, but I will.

Because in the end, that is all I can do.

I trust Him because I love Him. I have faith in Him because He proves Himself to be who He says He is ONE HUNDRED PERCENT OF THE TIME. I delight in Him because He makes me whole.

I am learning that He is the only constant thing I have in my life. Situations can change, careers can change, people can change, materialistic things can change, life can change. GOD DOESN'T CHANGE.

He is who He is today, yesterday, and forever. 

There is peace in this fact.
There is truth in this fact.
There is JOY in this fact.

I worship a King who remains constant, even though I live in a world that changes every minute.

That's quite a King!